Title: ``F A D E D until I don't even know myself...
Description: jadan to ze maximus <3
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 12:01 AM (GMT)
Aiden,I'm sorry about yesterday.
I was out of line and shouldn't have done what I did.
I just thought that you
I was so confu
couldn't you have
...
something in my head told me that
doing that would make up for whatever
it was I did wrong in the first place.
But, obviously, I've only managed to make a
bigger mess then before.
sorry again, I mean it.
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 12:13 AM (GMT)
don't.
you didn't do anything wrong.
not your fault. so just don't.
--aiden
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 12:18 AM (GMT)
Aidan,then what's the matter Aiden?
you are so fickle that you leave me spinning circles.
you're the one seeking friendship one second
and the next you're avoiding me as if ...well imagine
something awful. I don't get it, and so I can
only draw one conclusion: it's me. so if it's not
then why can't you tell me?
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 12:21 AM (GMT)
nothing's the matter.
it's not you, and there's nothing wrong.
it's just none of your business.
--aiden
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 12:27 AM (GMT)
Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears,
for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth,
overlying our hard hearts.
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 12:48 AM (GMT)
don't use dickens against me,
especially when i haven't the slightest
idea of what you mean. -lies-
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 12:49 AM (GMT)
isn't that contradictory?
you wouldn't know it was Dickens if you didn't understand.
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 12:52 AM (GMT)
not technically. i don't have to understand
the meaning to recognize the writing.
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 12:53 AM (GMT)
then how did you know I was using it against you?
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 12:58 AM (GMT)
just because i didn't understand the quote
doesn't mean i don't understand the context
it's being used in.
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 01:03 AM (GMT)
Did you know the average chocolate bar has 8 insect legs in it?
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 01:05 AM (GMT)
...well now i do.
i also know that i'll be avoiding chocolate for the next day.
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 01:09 AM (GMT)
The human brain is capable of only one strong emotion at a time,
and if it be filled with curiosity or scientific enthusiasm,
there is no room for fear.
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 01:14 AM (GMT)
i think you need fresh air.
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 01:15 AM (GMT)
is that so?
and what do you need?
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 01:19 AM (GMT)
yes, that's so.
i need nothing.
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 01:26 AM (GMT)
Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything,
it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 01:34 AM (GMT)
you're being ridiculous.
are you proud of yourself and your profound declerations?
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 01:36 AM (GMT)
if you're not enjoying it,
I'll stop.
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 01:42 AM (GMT)
that sounded wrong.
i do not profess to be profound;
but i do lay claim to common sense.
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 01:45 AM (GMT)
...
what was wrong with that?
If you don't enjoy my intelligence,
I'll take it else where.
Jada aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 01:50 AM (GMT)
everything.
and be my guest.
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 01:50 AM (GMT)
aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 01:56 AM (GMT)
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 01:57 AM (GMT)
-ink splatters on parchment- aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 01:59 AM (GMT)
presumptuous of you.
-kicksself-
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 02:01 AM (GMT)
aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 02:05 AM (GMT)
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 02:08 AM (GMT)
-throws black piece of parchment at him-
aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 02:10 AM (GMT)
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 02:16 AM (GMT)
you must think you're something pretty special, don't you?
well I have news for you. you're not.
you'll never be. people who hide behind masks are fakes.
FAKES. they never amount to anything because they
are always trying to please everyone but themselves.
you need to figure out what you want and get it.
stop playing stupid little games, I'm so stick of your
safety net that you throw up. strip down and don't be
afraid to be yourself. that's all people can ask of you.
BE YOURSELF.
ps: I hope that made sense. sorry if it didn't.
aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 02:20 AM (GMT)
apology accepted.
it didn't make any sense.
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 02:41 AM (GMT)
oh. I was hoping it did so you'd get my point.
oh well. I'm sorry if I sounded rude.
aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 09:42 PM (GMT)
i didn't get the non-existent point,
but i got the rudeness.
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 09:52 PM (GMT)
...I guess I ought to be going...
aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 09:53 PM (GMT)
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 09:55 PM (GMT)
sorry if I bothered your study time...
aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 10:07 PM (GMT)
jada vaisey - August 31, 2007 10:46 PM (GMT)
oh. I guess I'm the only one that
actually does homework during study hall...
well, sorry for bothering you then.
aiden lestrange - August 31, 2007 11:04 PM (GMT)
seems like it.
perfectly alright.