Title: p o t e n t i a l breakup SONG
isabella hopkins - September 10, 2007 09:40 PM (GMT)
» ISABELLA MARIE HOPKINS
» seventeen years on this earth
» tends to push her friends away
» only one friend she can stand
» her heart was stolen by a certain vampire
» can you guess who?
» badger, baby
» passes her time by reading
x ;; snake
x ;; badger
x ;; lion
x ;; raven
x ;; professor
x ;; order
x ;; voldi
x ;; death eater
x ;; auror
x ;; neutral
o ;; girl
o ;; boy
BESTdays
Misery Business :: Like Family
The Boomerang :: Partners In Crime
The Queen And I :: Best
Band Aids :: Close
Thinking Out Loud :: Good
Papercuts :: Secretive
Shoot Down The Stars :: Average
Faces In The Hall :: Name Basis
HATEyou
Hardcore :: But It's Better If You Do
Average :: Slow Motion
Mutual Dislike :: I Constantly Thank God For Esteban
Annoying :: Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have
Rival :: Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks
Ex-Friend :: Time To Dance
Ex-Love :: Build God, Then We'll Talk
LOVEDones
Of All The Gin Joints :: Final
Love will Tear Us Apart :: Future
The Pros And Cons Of Breathing :: Current
Seven Minutes In Heaven :: Flirt
Get Busy Living Or Get Busy Dying :: Fling
Austen, We Have A Problem :: Crush On You
A Little Less Sixteen Candles :: Crush On Isabella
The Carpel Tunnel Of Love :: Mutual Crush
This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race :: Friends With Benefits
FAMILYtrouble
Parent :: Famous Last Words
Sibling :: The Sharpest Lives
Cousin :: Astro Zombies
Other :: This Is How I Disappear
OTHERwhores
Cut Up Angels :: Dorm Mates
Taste Of Ink :: Protective of [specify]
Maybe Memories :: Other
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isabella hopkins - September 10, 2007 09:40 PM (GMT)
the l i s t
the g i r l s
the b o y s
[xo] Edward Leostat ;; one-hundred fourteen/seventeen ;; seventh ;; misery business && The Carpel Tunnel Of Love && The Pros And Cons Of Breathing && Love will Tear Us Apart && Of All The Gin Joints
- HE SAID: "Isabella Marie Hopkins, in a matter of a few short weeks, became the single most important thing in my world. Its complicated, but I can't imagine my life without her in it. I've lived 114 years and I've loved exactly one person. I was never looking for this; never for love. I didn't think, after what I was, after some of the things that I've done, that I, of all creatures, deserved love. I saw it often. With Amarillo and Claire, with Kate and William. It was common for me to see love and never really want it. I read about love, I saw it around me...but I didn't really believe I would ever find anything like it. When I met Bella, things got a lot more complicated, but she has quickly become my reason for being here. Bella is, however cliche, my everything.
It started with the first time I met her...smelled her, rather. I'd heard about it before, some Vampires would call her 'la tua cantante', because her blood sings for me. The most difficult thing I'd ever imagined. The most powerful feeling, the most powerful bloodlust I'd ever, in over a century, had before. It took everything I had not to kill her right then and there. In a moment of weakness, I could have done it. I could have killed every person in that room to get to her blood. It was strong enough to ruin everything I'd ever worked for. But I resisted. I don't know how I did, but I resisted it. Resisted her scent, the lust, everything. The first few times I was around I resorted to not breathing at all. And as time went on, it got easier. Much easier. It was still difficult, and the thought of me hurting her still haunts me...but I began to get to know her.
Really getting to know Bella was more difficult than normal as well. Many vampires, when they are turned, bring something of a power or strength into their vampire lives. Mine was the ability to read people, much more literally than you could imagine. I can read peoples thoughts. Everyone's actually. Save for Bella. For some reason, she was completely and utterly impossible to read, and remains so to this day. However difficult it was to get to know her thoughts, getting to know Bella was much easier. Too easy, I figure. I felt a strong connection to her the moment I met her, obviously, but the second she was put in danger, I felt the need to protect her. And again, and again. She really is quite the trouble magnet.
Anyways, I'm still, despite the fact that she is offically my girlfriend (though the word doesn't even seem to sum up what she is to me), rather conflicted. Not because I don't know that she is everything to me. But because I know that as a human, I'm putting her in danger by being with her. I know that she deserves a normal life, a life outside of being damned. So I have choices. I can leave her and let her move on, go about things the way she normally would. I can stay with her, and deal with the bloodlust, with the fact that I'm putting her in unnumberable amounts of danger, or I can change her. The last choice...happens to be a last resort. If I fail dismally at the others, I suppose. No matter how much she begs...I can't change her, I can't take her soul away, I won't. And I won't hurt her. For now all I can be is selfish. For now...all I can do is love her. Thats the one thing I know will never change.
She's my soulmate, so to speak."
I SAID: coming soon.
edward leostat - September 16, 2007 11:04 PM (GMT)
your name is?: Edward Leostat
house&&age&&year : ravenclaw&&114/17&&seventh
vajayjay or penis?: ...um...penis.
you belong where?:
avatar:[put this in a code.]
house&&age&&year : ravenclaw&&114/17&&seventh
vajayjay or penis?: ...um...penis.
you belong where?:
- Misery Business :: Like Family
Of All The Gin Joints :: Final
Love will Tear Us Apart :: Future
The Pros And Cons Of Breathing :: Current
The Carpel Tunnel Of Love :: Mutual Crush
- "Isabella Marie Hopkins, in a matter of a few short weeks, became the single most important thing in my world. Its complicated, but I can't imagine my life without her in it. I've lived 114 years and I've loved exactly one person. I was never looking for this; never for love. I didn't think, after what I was, after some of the things that I've done, that I, of all creatures, deserved love. I saw it often. With Amarillo and Claire, with Kate and William. It was common for me to see love and never really want it. I read about love, I saw it around me...but I didn't really believe I would ever find anything like it. When I met Bella, things got a lot more complicated, but she has quickly become my reason for being here. Bella is, however cliche, my everything.
It started with the first time I met her...smelled her, rather. I'd heard about it before, some Vampires would call her 'la tua cantante', because her blood sings for me. The most difficult thing I'd ever imagined. The most powerful feeling, the most powerful bloodlust I'd ever, in over a century, had before. It took everything I had not to kill her right then and there. In a moment of weakness, I could have done it. I could have killed every person in that room to get to her blood. It was strong enough to ruin everything I'd ever worked for. But I resisted. I don't know how I did, but I resisted it. Resisted her scent, the lust, everything. The first few times I was around I resorted to not breathing at all. And as time went on, it got easier. Much easier. It was still difficult, and the thought of me hurting her still haunts me...but I began to get to know her.
Really getting to know Bella was more difficult than normal as well. Many vampires, when they are turned, bring something of a power or strength into their vampire lives. Mine was the ability to read people, much more literally than you could imagine. I can read peoples thoughts. Everyone's actually. Save for Bella. For some reason, she was completely and utterly impossible to read, and remains so to this day. However difficult it was to get to know her thoughts, getting to know Bella was much easier. Too easy, I figure. I felt a strong connection to her the moment I met her, obviously, but the second she was put in danger, I felt the need to protect her. And again, and again. She really is quite the trouble magnet.
Anyways, I'm still, despite the fact that she is offically my girlfriend (though the word doesn't even seem to sum up what she is to me), rather conflicted. Not because I don't know that she is everything to me. But because I know that as a human, I'm putting her in danger by being with her. I know that she deserves a normal life, a life outside of being damned. So I have choices. I can leave her and let her move on, go about things the way she normally would. I can stay with her, and deal with the bloodlust, with the fact that I'm putting her in unnumberable amounts of danger, or I can change her. The last choice...happens to be a last resort. If I fail dismally at the others, I suppose. No matter how much she begs...I can't change her, I can't take her soul away, I won't. And I won't hurt her. For now all I can be is selfish. For now...all I can do is love her. Thats the one thing I know will never change.
She's my soulmate, so to speak."
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