Title: [here] W I T H O U T .y.o.u.
braelyn mclaggen - September 9, 2007 11:25 AM (GMT)
[ braelyn mclaggen ]
- a seventeen year old mess
- screw-up extraordinaire
- best friend-less
- falling for his dead best mate's ex
when it's all said and done;;
the miles just keep rollin' :: best friend
as the people leave :: close
their way to say hello :: acquaintence
i've heard this life is overrated :: false friend
but i hope that it gets better as we go :: name basis
when i'm dreaming of your face;;
i'm here without you baby :: past
but you're still on my lonely mind :: crush on him
i think about you baby :: his crush
and i dream about you all the time :: lust/flirtation/physical attraction
you're still with me in my dreams ::future
and tonight girl :: one night stand
it's only you and me :: secret
everything i know, and anywhere i go :: mutual
it gets hard but it won't take away my love :: final
i'm here without you baby :: past
but you're still on my lonely mind :: crush on him
i think about you baby :: his crush
and i dream about you all the time :: lust/flirtation/physical attraction
you're still with me in my dreams ::future
and tonight girl :: one night stand
it's only you and me :: secret
everything i know, and anywhere i go :: mutual
it gets hard but it won't take away my love :: final
when the last one falls;;
a hundred days have made me older :: ex-friends
since the last time that i saw your pretty face :: love/hate [specify]
a thousand lies :: annoyance
have made me colder :: bitter dislike
and i don't think i can :: anger
look at this the same :: hatred
but all the miles that separate :: betrayal
disappear now :: hardcore
T H E L I S T
thegirls
when i met you :: Mackenzie Finch-Fletchley ;; 18/Hufflepuff/Seventh year
who we are ::
- NOW:
}} and i don't think i can :: anger
}} as the people leave :: close
}} everything i know, and anywhere i go :: mutual
LATER:
}} the miles just keep rollin' :: best friend
}} you're still with me in my dreams :: future
}} it gets hard but it won't take away my love :: final
tell me what you think :: "Braelyn Mclaggen. He's such an ass. Let's just start there. God, he annoys me to no end. He was Al's best friend. And after Al died, he took it upon himself to latch onto me. And of course, he didn't keep his mouth shut. He told me allllll about Al's cheating and all of that. Why would someone do that? It was completely uncalled for. And stupid.
And then, things between us changed. We kissed, and he told me he loved me. I swear, he just doesn't know when to shut up. Because now, I'm all confused. I don't know who to care about. I mean, I'm beginning to get all of these feelings again, and I hate it. Al died. I loved him. And now, I think I'm falling for his friend? That's not normal. It's wrong.. He just, there's something about him. I can't get away from him, no matter what I do."
here's what i have to say about that :: "God dammit, Mackenzie Finch-Fletchley. I can't even say her name without getting a headache. It's not that she irritates me, really. Nor is it that I dislike her -- Merlin, it's not that. It's just that she's about the biggest screw-up of my life. Shit. That makes me sound like an ass who's blaming her for everything. Let me rephrase. My relationship with her is just about as fucked up as anyone could have ever imagined a fucked up relationship to be. Just the thought of anything that has happened between us and my mind starts working so fast that I fear it may explode. Fuck. There she goes again, making my brain hurt. Although, can you really blame me? Our friendship -- if you can call it that -- isn't exactly the easiest thing to work out. I mean, the only reason we got to know each other was because of her dead cheating ex-boyfriend (who'd just happened to be my best friend). Needless to say, our relationship was fucked right from the beginning. I mean, think about it: what two almost complete strangers suddenly become pals because one of them tells the other that their dead ex cheated on them for three months straight? Anyway, she and I became each other's support system. We were kind of all the other had, you know? So I started spending more and more time with her. It was almost natural to just sit with her and talk about nothing, and yet everything at once. When I was with Kenzie, I was able to just forget about kidnappings and deaths and the war going on outside of the school. I was able to laugh about something, and it was good. Then, guess what? I royally screwed things over. Why is it that I always turn everything good in my life into a tangled mess? I seriously wish that I knew. Maybe then I would be able to remedy the problem I have before I destroy everyone's lives around me. So, I bet you're wondering how exactly I messed this one up, right? Well, I let my damn raging hormones take over and I let her kiss me. And what a kiss it was, too. But that's beside the point. It felt so good to kiss her, but I put everything to a stop. I let my fears of just being a one-time fling take control. Then I proceeded to yell at her, telling her that I didn't want to compete with Al for her love. And, while that's true, I can't help that I love her. I've fallen for her and I've fallen hard. My heart is glass in her hands, and I just hope that she chooses not to drop it."
when i met you :: Jessica Greyback ;; 16/Gryffindor/6th year
who we are ::
- NOW:
}} their way to say hello :: acquaintence
}} and i dream about you all the time :: lust
LATER:
}} and tonight girl :: one night stand/fling
}} it's only you and me :: secret
IN THE FUTURE:
}} as the people leave :: close
}} and i dream about you all the time :: flirtation {sometimes}
here's what i have to say about that :: "I've never really spoken with Jessica Greyback before. I mean, there was once when she tried to congratulate me for defending a second year, but I kinda got all tongue-tied and fidgety. I mean, Jess is a very pretty girl. What bloke wouldn't get a little awkward around her? She is a year younger than me, but I find myself slightly attracted to her. For all I know, it's probably just physical lust, but that doesn't stop the way my face flushes ever so slightly when she greets me in the hallway."
braelyn mclaggen - September 9, 2007 11:30 AM (GMT)
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mackenzie finch-fletchley - September 9, 2007 03:41 PM (GMT)
when i met you :: Mackenzie Finch-Fletchley ;; 18/Hufflepuff/Seventh year
who we are ::
NOW:
}} and i don't think i can :: anger
}} as the people leave :: close
}} everything i know, and anywhere i go :: mutual
LATER:
}} the miles just keep rollin' :: best friend
}} you're still with me in my dreams ::future
}} it gets hard but it won't take away my love :: final (??)
tell me what you think :: "Braelyn Mclaggen. He's such an ass. Let's just start there. God, he annoys me to no end. He was Al's best friend. And after Al died, he took it upon himself to latch onto me. And of course, he didn't keep his mouth shut. He told me allllll about Al's cheating and all of that. Why would someone do that? It was completely uncalled for. And stupid.
And then, things between us changed. We kissed, and he told me he loved me. I swear, he just doesn't know when to shut up. Because now, I'm all confused. I don't know who to care about. I mean, I'm beginning to get all of these feelings again, and I hate it. Al died. I loved him. And now, I think I'm falling for his friend? That's not normal. It's wrong.. He just, there's something about him. I can't get away from him, no matter what I do."
thread? :: of course =D
braelyn mclaggen - September 9, 2007 05:04 PM (GMT)
U P D A T E D
You better believe it, bishes! xD
You better believe it, bishes! xD
jessica greyback - September 14, 2007 09:35 AM (GMT)
when i met you :: Jessica Greyback ;; 16/Gryffindor/6th year
who we are ::
currently
their way to say hello :: acquaintence
and i dream about you all the time :: lust
then
and tonight girl :: one night stand
it's only you and me :: secret (I dunno how secret they'll keep the above, so it's up to you)
in the future
as the people leave :: close
and i dream about you all the time :: flirtation {sometimes; or not at all}
tell me what you think :: "Rarely do I find fellow Gryffindors who are as seemingly lonely as Braelyn is, and each time that happens, I remember that I'm a bit of a loner myself. Given the fact that we're in different years and that, from what I've heard, the deceased Alastor Shacklebolt was his best friend, I can't exactly just go up to him and strike a conversation about the weather or about his loss, right? For all I know, the guy could well suffer from some sort of post-traumatic stress. However, I had noticed Braelyn even before students had started disappearing. Who wouldn't? With his seemingly bad boy attitude, it's understandable why even some of my classmates would gladly fawn all over him. What I think I value most about him is his honesty and how strong values he apparently has, and not the bad grades I've heard he has in some classes. I remember once witnessing him sticking up to this second or first year who was being bullied by some older Slytherins. Something typical of a Gryffindor, you might say, but not all of us would have done that for someone they didn't probably know. When I later on tried to give him props for it, though, he was kind of awkward about it and actually made me think that he's not the talkative type. Which isn't that wrong, anyway, just that I don't remember him being so reclusive before the Minister's boy's death. Oh, well, I guess it's understandable and, believe it or not, I know how it's like to lose a person you care for. So maybe I should go and rightly introduce myself. Hopefully not around the full moon period. Yeah, that wouldn't turn out good, especially if he isn't a fan of werewolves. I'm sure, however, that once we'd get through the general weirdness of such a situation, Braelyn could prove a really good friend or at least a good party buddy. It won't hurt trying, anyway, since one can never have too many friends."
thread? :: How about a note thread? Oh, and edit/rip apart as you wish, since I edited it after replying to your PM.
who we are ::
currently
their way to say hello :: acquaintence
and i dream about you all the time :: lust
then
and tonight girl :: one night stand
it's only you and me :: secret (I dunno how secret they'll keep the above, so it's up to you)
in the future
as the people leave :: close
and i dream about you all the time :: flirtation {sometimes; or not at all}
tell me what you think :: "Rarely do I find fellow Gryffindors who are as seemingly lonely as Braelyn is, and each time that happens, I remember that I'm a bit of a loner myself. Given the fact that we're in different years and that, from what I've heard, the deceased Alastor Shacklebolt was his best friend, I can't exactly just go up to him and strike a conversation about the weather or about his loss, right? For all I know, the guy could well suffer from some sort of post-traumatic stress. However, I had noticed Braelyn even before students had started disappearing. Who wouldn't? With his seemingly bad boy attitude, it's understandable why even some of my classmates would gladly fawn all over him. What I think I value most about him is his honesty and how strong values he apparently has, and not the bad grades I've heard he has in some classes. I remember once witnessing him sticking up to this second or first year who was being bullied by some older Slytherins. Something typical of a Gryffindor, you might say, but not all of us would have done that for someone they didn't probably know. When I later on tried to give him props for it, though, he was kind of awkward about it and actually made me think that he's not the talkative type. Which isn't that wrong, anyway, just that I don't remember him being so reclusive before the Minister's boy's death. Oh, well, I guess it's understandable and, believe it or not, I know how it's like to lose a person you care for. So maybe I should go and rightly introduce myself. Hopefully not around the full moon period. Yeah, that wouldn't turn out good, especially if he isn't a fan of werewolves. I'm sure, however, that once we'd get through the general weirdness of such a situation, Braelyn could prove a really good friend or at least a good party buddy. It won't hurt trying, anyway, since one can never have too many friends."
thread? :: How about a note thread? Oh, and edit/rip apart as you wish, since I edited it after replying to your PM.
braelyn mclaggen - September 16, 2007 02:03 PM (GMT)
U P D A T E D
Sorry it took so long!
Sorry it took so long!