I don’t want to fade out,
I don’t want to fade in,
Like the way people yearn.
And how it’s meant burn

It’s a game
Too easy to blame
Drowning in shame
Feeling my life drain
Anticipating the pain

I don’t want to fade in
I don’t want to fade out
How it pierces my heart
And how it plays a part

I don’t want to cry
It’s so hard not to lie
All I ever do to you is defy
But maybe one day I won’t be so shy
All I want to do is spread my wings and fly

I don’t want to fade out,
I don’t want to fade in
So I won’t and keep on living
And no matter what, I will keep on giving

awesome! it's really good! i totally get what you're saying! great job! :D