Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My hearts a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is bent.

Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.

Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.

In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.

Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.

I serve my head up on a plate.
It's only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.

All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.
(Placebo Every me and every you)


If 15 months ago someone would have told me my life would be so much like this song, honestly, I would have started to laugh. But now?now I don?t laugh anymore, I don?t even remember the last time I laugh. Now I just sit in the rain, watching it, looking at it as it washes up the dust and dirt from the ground. Oh ?how I wish the rain would wash, all my fear, my disappointment, my desperation, my memories, my love?especially my love. I want I to make me knob, I don?t want to feel anything, to remember.

I?m just lying there, in front of the beautiful building of the Stanford University. I?m lying, I feel so strange, so very strange, my hands have deep wounds on them, made by me with a sharp knife. My blood is running down my body, nobody gives a damn about it though?In my mind, I remember many ironical, sarcastical things I said, mean things I did, I could very well not have said those things, I could very well not do those things, I could?now I don?t even know what I could have done.

I front of me I see people, images of people I knew at a point or a other in my life, my teacher, my sister, my roommates, but from all of them, only 2 faces are standing out, the tanned, trendy looking face with blue eyes, surrounded by blonde curls that belongs to Anna and the beautiful face, with amazingly fascinating brown eyes and loving, tender smile of my dearest Oskar. Oh how I loved them both, I found them?fascinating, beautiful, I found them perfect. Everything about them was magnificent, but now I could kill them both. But I cant, I couldn?t bear to see them dead, I loved them to much, I ?was?so?confused, I still am.

When everything stared more them a year ago I was an 18 year-old Stanford student. Then, and now, I had long, straight black hair, my skin was pale, eyes very dark. I had a punk/Goth look, I love to write, I love Shakespeare, Nirvana, Greenday, and piano music, Vivaldi, Mozart and Beethoven. My greatest wish was to become a writer.

I lived at a dorm with my roommate and best friend Georgia. One day in March she invited my to go with her at a charity event organized in Manhattan. I didn?t want to go but she insisted so I accepted, ?what could go wrong at a charity event?? I asked myself. I thought I would be fun to see how the rich-spoilt people of Manhattan spend their lives.

I got a long, black velvet dress to wear, I felt kind of stupid but everyone said I looked great.

When I got there, the first thing I did was to get a drink.

?Green Apple please? I told the bartender.

As I waited for my drink I looked around the room and saw a girl looking straight at me. She had blonde hair, a sexy, low-cut blue dress that matched her eyes.
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okay, not bad so far, but i haven't seen enough to know.

"ironical, sarcastical thing"

should be "ironic, sarcastic things"

and your "oh ?now"

should be "oh? now"

and such.

and uh, keep things concise, don't ramble, like in your first paragraph

I'll keep that in mind, i hope you like the next part. It will be a type of romance/drama.

sure! can't wait to see it!

great job so far!
cnt wait for mre =]]