I've caused my troubles by the things I've done
Instead of fixing things I continued to run
For the things I do and the things I say
My heart will forever be in pain
I have driven myself so crazy inside
When you through your self at me, I just ran to hide
I am so sorry for hurting you this way
I don't expect you to forget but forgive me someday
I just want you to know everything I say is true
I know how much you love me as much as I love you
I just wanna say I’m sorry for ever making you cry
And I’m sorry.... for any time I've ever lied
Theres a world of consequences ahead
But I know without you I'd rather be dead
I did not mean for things to be this way
I did not mean for your heart to pay
My heart and my mind pleads with you
To love me as much as you used to
I dont expect as much from you as you think I do
I am just afraid you will never love me as much as you used to
I want to be with you from the bottom of my heart
Everything I have done to you tears me apart
I want to spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Happy together, and one day your bride
Will you ever get over these horrible things I have done
I want to be with you so much it hurts me
But being with me as much as I you is something I need to see
I am so scared that everything I have done to you
Is going to come back and hit me times two
I want you to know I will never leave you for some other
I know I can't make up for all the times you cried,
And the all loneliness you felt inside.
I hate that I made things they way they were
And the selfishness that you endured.
It makes me sick for all the nights we lost,
And the deep pain it must have cost.
Walking away from you helped me realize so many things
I hurt with out you so bad my heart stings
I wish I would have been the girl you deserved
This has been the hardest lesson I"ve learned.
I will never forgive myself for all your empty days,
And the stresses that you still yet pay.
I was stupid to leave the way I left
I've never felt so much regret.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
That shattered with the words I spoke.
My selfishness gave you empty arms
To fall into when times were hard.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
To love you forever here and now.
I know I have apologized a million times again
But I promise you I want to be with you until the end
I will do whatever it takes to make this love true
But will you please promise me you'll do the same too
I want to feel the way I used to feel
And do what I can to help your heart heal
Please love me like you did before
So my heart don't have to hurt like this any more
I love it! It's so powerful and sad. But I don't get this line:
"But being with me as much as I you is something I need to see"
It's just a little confusing. Also, in the sixth line it should be threw, not through. Other than that it was awesome!