All your lies exposed, staring down my throat
Leaking my breath while descending to the ground
But your tongue, I hold my breath, it rapes like disclosure
Dismantled from the inside rising up in me
Independent on the inside, icy from the beginning

Push it back, take me up, push it back, pull me down, hold me down-
And my heart, pain, sinks, scream, hold it in, gasp at last-
It's come to rape what I hide deep on the inside

Tear streak nights on the streets rise out of my mouth
Blood loss from a dead night and I'm 8 years old for now
Heart, I'm not, splits whenever I dumb my eyes

I remember the hate and it stained like the blood soaked into my shirt
Another hand, and it's suffocating, spills me on the bed
Hold me up, break me down, and in we go, cause all we want is me

%*$! you-

very tear provoking, positively heart wrenching