UPDATED 11/24!!!!


December 29th, 2006
2:13 am

Dear Diary,

Wow I can't believe it's taken me so long to finally start writing in you, I mean I got you for Christmas and I'm just now starting my first entry.
Well I had a nice Christmas, saw Jacob a few days later and we went to the movies, it was fun. I hung out with Grace a lot too, and a little with Amanda and Crystal came over on the 27th.
I am so excited for play tryouts they are going to be so fun!! I really hope I make it, Grease is such a cool movie! I really want to be Rizzo or maybe Marty, I hope I at least get in this year, so that it doesn't end up like last year.
You know I should really tell you a little about my self instead of just about my life.
Hmm, well let's see, my name is Colleen I'm 12 and in 7th grade. I have an awesome boyfriend named Jacob and my best friend is Grace, Jacob is her neighbor. My second best friend is probably Crystal, then Amanda, and then Simone. Of course then there's the boys; like J.J. and Kevin, and Amanda's boyfriend Micheal, and Jacob of course. Oh and Alex, and sometimes Colin, but I think it's dead for good between me and Will. Which is really sad because I thought that our break up would not affect our friendship. Although, then again, maybe it wasn't really the breakup. Because I would have been mad at him about being mean to Crystal any way even if we hadn't ever gone out, then again, maybe not because I liked him before we went out so I may not have said anything, or just casually hinted at the fact instead of making that mean quiz. Oh well, it's over and done with now, and like I always say, don't think about what you would change about the past, think about what you can change in the present.
Anyway, back to talking about me. I love to be on the internet and aim, which means that I will most likely post my most interesting convorsations in here. I'm totally original, I don't like brand names, especially with clothes, no Abercrombie for me thankyouverymuch. I'm social, out going, fun to be around, full of love for everything and everyone except the things and people I do not love.
Oh and did I mention that I am a huge flirt? Because I am.

Well now that it's 2:41 am I think I should go to bed, I'll post about New Year's Eve/New Year's Day when I get the chance.

Night,

Colleen


December 30th, 2006
9:48 pm

"Okay Riley! I love you!"

"Bye Liz, I love you too."

*Giggles* "Okay, bye!"

I hang up.

9:49 pm:

"Oh my god Riley! I can't believe you hung up on me! I hate you! We're over!"
Liz hangs up.

I hang up.

9:50 pm:

I call Aidan

"Hey Riley, what's up?"

"Hey Aidan. Not much. Liz just dumped me...again."

"Ouch...wait! Isn't that like time number 10?"

"Yeah, I just broke the record I had with Amy."

"That sucks...sorta. I was never really a fan of Liz. I mean, she's hot, but she has like no personality."

"Yeah, that's true."

"Well I better get to bed. I'll see you at my party tomorrow."

"Yeah, see you then. 'Bye."

Aidan hangs up.



January 2nd, 2006
10:07 pm

Dear Diary,

To talk about New Year's Eve/Day. Jacob kissed me!! Yeah I know! It was right as the ball dropped and we all ran outside to see the fireworks and he kissed me!!! It was awesome!!
Jacob is so sweet, I love him so much! I don't want to break up with him ever!!!

Tomorrow is the first day back at school after vacations. I'd rather be at home, reading, surfing the web, or writing in you. But oh well, I guess I would have to go back sometime.

Well I think I'm gonna go read now because I'm in the middle of a really good book!! It's called Moonrise, it's in the new warriors series, Erin Hunter is an amazing writer!!

Good Night,

Colleen


January 2nd, 2006
3:15 pm

Aidan and I are standing around in the mall.

"You know, if you want a new girlfriend. That girl over there is hella hot."

"Yeah, but I bet you she's popular."

"So?"

"So, popular girls are all wacked out. Look at Liz and Amy. They both dumped me 10 times each for no reason."

"This is true."

"Plus, I don't know that I want a girlfriend right now. I think I'll wait a while. And I especially don't want a random girlfriend who I don't really like."

"Okay. Well, let's go now. I still have homework to finish."

"Yeah, me too."


January 13th, 2006
4:10 pm

Dear Diary,

Sorry if my writing's a little sloppy, I'm on the bus riding home from school. Sorry I haven't been writing lately, but I've been a little busy. I sorta like someone. Someone besides Jacob. Well, I like Jacob too! I still love him a lot! But this new guy is just so amazing! His name is Andrew and he's really hot. Plus he's taller than me. Jacob is just a tad shorter. Which doesn't really matter that much. But it does matter a little bit. But yeah, I feel guilty though, even though we haven't done anything, because Jacob is such a good boyfriend. Well, I'm gonna go talk to some people now. I'll write later.

Colleen


January 13th, 2006
4:11 pm


This Sevy chick walked back to the back where I was sitting with my friend Chip and some Sevy guy named Colin.

"Hey Colin, hey Chip, hey uhh.." She looked at me a little helplessly and smiled in an embarressed sort of way.

"It's Riley." I said, helping her out.

"Nice to meet you. I'm Colleen." She smiled again, only not helplessly this time.

"Not much." Colin said as she sat down in the seat accross from him.

"Hey Colleen." Chip glanced up at her before speaking. "Do you think Auntie Anne could give us a ride?"

"Yeah, I think my mom can take you guys home." She said and smiled "I'm pretty sure Sam was going to hang out with Josh today anyway."

"Cool."

Colin and Colleen started talking about their teacher or something and Chip and I went back to listening to our Ipods. But I couldn't help noticing how much she smiled while she talked.

OOH I LOVE!!!!! LOL DOWN WITH ABERCROMBIEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! POST MORE ITS NOT LIKELY MANY OTHER PEOPLE WILL READ THIS THOUGH IM SORRY TA SAY CUZ WELL THE SITE IS DEAD NOT MANY PEOPLE READ STUFF ANYMORE BUT POST ANYWAY

lol heck yes I hate abercrombie! I will post more, and to be honest, the main plot in the story came to me in a dream! like none of the main plot has come up yet, except that I have a boyfriend named jacob and my best friend's name is Geneva. So ya, alright I'll post more in here and in my one on sprouse fans!!

excellent! you have a boyfriend? ooh im jealous, lol

lol hehe, actually I was talking about the me in the story, but the me in the story is baisically the me in real life so ya, I do have a boyfriend. And my ex will prolly apear in the story at some point.

kay well I'll continue now.

lol, awesome, love it. btw, couldu go register in the topic under, greetiings called "REGISTER!" lol pls

January 13th, 2006
10:14 pm

Chip took a friend home today after school. Oh, Chip is my cousin, by the way. Isn't that weird, though. I mean, who has a friend over on a Thursday night when there's school on Friday? Then again, maybe his parents are out of town or something. Well, whatever.
Anyway, Andrew and were talking today on AIM and I really like him a lot. He's really sweet. I was talking to him about how stressed I've been with my schedule. Now that I'm in the play, oh wait, did I mention I'm in the play?? Well I am! We have two hour rehersals every day after school though! Except not on Fridays and also not today because the director was sick. But that's one of the reasons I hadn't written in so long. I've been adjusting. So anyway, I was telling Andrew that I've been adjusting to my schedule and I'm stressed and all and he was being so sweet about it! Saying how he knew what I was going through because he had the same problem in fall when he played football and soccer. He's so awesome. Oh my God, I need to stop thinking about him! It's awful. Jacob is such a good boyfriend, I really shouldn't be thinking about other guys like this. It's just...I never actually see Jacob. We saw each other a lot over winter break because I spent a lot of time at Grace's and because we both had the same days off. I mean, we talk like almost every night. But I don't know how that's going to work anymore with me at play rehersal every night. Gah, I'm so confused. Life is so complicated sometimes.

Colleen


January 14th, 2006
10:37 am

"Riley! I need to talk to you!"

I turned around to see Liz's best friend Alyssa running up to me. I stopped and let her catch up to me.

"What's up Alyssa?"

"Why haven't you talked to Liz about your reunition?"

"Reunition?"

"It means-"

"I know what it means. But I don't know what you're talking about."

"Why haven't you talked to Liz about getting back together?"

"Who says I want to."

"Well you guys have been together for about three months."

"More like two because of all the breakups."

"Yeah, so why haven't you talked to her?"

"I'm tired of breaking up for no reason. I don't want to go out with a girl who's going to break up with me after like 3 days then say she wants to get back together an hour later."

"But Liz said she's not ever going to break up with you again."

"She's said that way to many times before for me to even think about believing her."

"But she really means it this time."

"I've heard that a few too many times before too. And don't make any more excuses. I'm not getting back together with her ever again. Not now, not next week, not next month, not ever! So just tell her to stop bothering me and get on with her life. If she liked me that much in the first place why did she break up with me 10 times for 10 different completely retarded reasons? Yeah, answer me that and maybe I'll think about forgiving her. I'll see you later."

I walked away leaving her a little confused and very suprised.

more!!!

January 14th, 2006
11:28 am

Dear Diary,

I love SSR (sustained silent reading) days. They're so easy. I can write or read and no one looks at me at all. It's like total and complete privacy. The more I talk to Andrew the more I like him and the less I like Jacob. I'm seeing him tonight, but I don't wanna break up with him. He's so amazing! And I like him a lot. Plus he would be heart broken, he's like totally in love with me. I just don't know what to do. Well, I better do a little bit of reading today. I'll write again tomorrow after I see Jacob.

Colleen


January 14th, 2006
3:30 pm

"Whoa, sorry." This girl swerved out of the way of knocking into me.

"Oh, it's cool." I look down at her and notice it's Chip's cousin. And she's smiling, an embaressed smile this time.

"Hey, Colleen, right?"

"Yeah. You're Riley, right?"

"Yeah."

Just then a sixth grade guy walked up.

"IRENE!"

Colleen smiled at me and rolled her eyes in a joking way.

"Bolivia!" She said back, turning around.

"My name is Brazil." The boy said back in a fake snotty voice.

"And mine is Colleen."

"Whatever, c'mon, let's go. We don't wanna be late!" He over exageratted the last part as if making a joke.

"That's for sure." Coleen replied with the same exageration. Then they both laughed. She turned back to me.

"I gotta go. I have play practice." She gave me another smile. "See you around."

"Bye."

The boy tugged on her arm mand she turned and they walked away toward the stage.

I must say, she has a really nice ass...What am I thinking! She's Chip's cousin, and a seventh grader too!

nice ass... lmfaooo!

MORE!

It's true! All guys stare at girls butts when they walk away. Well, almost all guys. lol.
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January 15th, 2006
4:23 pm

Dear Diary,

I saw Jacob last night. He kissed me again. But I don't know how much longer I can keep going out with him. He's so nice, but I just don't really like him like that anymore. Plus I'm totally in love with Andrew. I like him more than I've ever liked any other guy. *sigh* I guess I should break up with him. I'll just wait until he calls me. I don't wanna have to call him. I'm such a coward. Oh well, I feel bad. I feel sooo bad. I wonder if it'll feel right when I break up with him. Because when I broke up with Jeff it felt right, there was a weight lifted off my shoulders. But what if it's not like that with Jacob? Then I'll never know whether I did the right thing or not. Well I guess I'll just have to grit my teeth and do it. Just as soon as he calls me.
In other news, I saw Chip's friend Riley in the hall again today. I almost ran into him. But he actually remembered who I was, which I thought was nice of him. Then Brazil came and ruined our convorsation, but that's okay because it wasn't really anything special. I prolly had more fun making fun of Lauren with Brazil than I would have making random chat with Riley. Who has very pretty green eyes.

Colleen


January 15th, 2006
5:33 pm

"C'mon dude. You've spent way too long being pissed off about Liz. It's time for you to party."

"I don't know, Aidan, I'm not really in the mood."

"Well get in the mood, my mom is droping me off. We'll be there to get you in 10 minutes."

"I guess there's no way I can get out of it, is there?"

"Nope. You're coming."

"Fine, I'll see you in 10 minutes." I said exasperatedly and shut my cell phone. I was in for a crazy night of friends, girls, flirting, drinks, and some stuff I sure as hell wasn't ready for.

more!

btw. droping? Hahahaa

VERY ADVANCED!! But since Marie is really my only reader I don't think that'll matter...
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January 15th, 2006
5:57 pm

Dear Diary,

Well, I did it. It's done. A 3 month relationship is over. And I feel bad about it. But it feels pretty right. Well, time to eat dinner.

Colleen



January 15th, 2006
6:03 pm

"Aidan! Riley! C'mon in!"

"Hey Carson!" He and Aidan did one of those 'brother' handshakes.

I nodded my head at them and walked into the party. I really hoped Liz wouldn't be there.

"Riley! Babe! Come here!" A girl from my school, Julia draped her arms around my neck pulling me toward her. We were good friends and she was totally hot. It was obvious she was wasted because then she kissed me smack on the lips, long and good.

It's not like I've never kissed someone before. I'd made out a few times. But this was weird. Plus she was a good kisser. Which made it weirder. I pushed her away gently.

"Wha'ssa'matter?" She looked at me confused.

"You're wasted. I'm not gonna make out with someone so drunk they don't know what they're doing."

"But you're so hot." She slumped against my chest, too wasted to stay awake. I put her down on the couch and went to the kitchen.

"Hey man, have a drink." Carson had come into the kitchen and pressed a cup of what i was pretty sure was coke mixed with rum into my hand.

"What's this?"

"Coke and rum. Jonny made a pot ful. No joke, he actually took out the pot my mom uses to make spagetti and mixed coke and rum in it!"

I laughed and took the cup. I hadn't had a drink in a while.

"Tell him to do Smirnoff and OJ next."

"Good idea! I'll get someone on that. See ya later, man." He sorta hit my shoulder in a good bye gesture as he pushed past me.

I downed my drink and went over to get another. I sipped it slowly as I walked around looking for people to chill with. I found a game of spin the bottle in one of the rooms upstairs, so I joined in, dropping my empty cup in a pile in the hall.
A few rounds and several very intense makeout sessions later I went off to get another drink. There was a game of 7 minutes in heaven in a room two doors over and I wasn't quite ready to do any above or below the waist touching. I needed at least one or two more drinks first. I was hoping that Smirnoff combo would be done too. It was, luck was clearly on my side. I had a glass and was halfway through another when I was her. Liz was there.

"RILEY!" She ran, well more like stumbled, over to me and, like Julia, threw her arms around my neck and kissed me. So passionantly you would think we were separated soul mates who hadn't seen each other in three years. But this time I was just wasted enough that I knew what was going on but didn't care. I was pissed that she broke up with me and I was going to get back at her, in one way I knew she could never top. Besides, I'm a teenage guy, I'm full of hormones, and I have a brain in my pants that isn't all too smart.

So I took her upstairs, where Carson's room was, pushed her onto the bed, and started to kiss her so hard that her lips would be bruised. She kissed me back just as hard and rolled over so she was on top. I put my hands on her ass and things just went on and on. I moved my hands all over her back side and then moved to her shirt. First over, then she did something I never expected. She stopped kissing me, sat up, (on top of me, I might add) threw off her shirt and unhooked her bra. She threw it off and smiled at my suprised face. (Hey, what can I say, I had never seen any girls tits before, and her's were a nice size too.) Then she lay back down on me and continued to kiss me. It went further and further until my pants were off and her hand was on my crotch, mine on her boobs, and then we heared a knock on the door.

"Oh sh*t!" I said quietly. "One second!" I yelled to the person at the door. I threw on my pants and answered the door, blocking Liz from view as she put her shirt back on.

"Riley, hurry up! My parents are gonna be home in 10 minutes. We gotta get everyone back into the living room and all the trash cleaned up. I have gum for everyone, but people's parents should be coming soon too."

"Chill Carson, it's all gonna be fine. We'll clean up upstairs and warn everyone you head downstairs and take care of the kitchen."

"Okay, I'll see you down stairs in a few minutes." He walked off downstairs looking nervous. If his parents caught him we'd all be in deep sh*t for the rest of the year.

I ran down the hall banging on doors and telling everyone to pick up the trash and go downstairs for gum.

i loove advanced stuff *sighs contentedly*

LMFAO BRAIN IN MY PANTS HAHAHAHAHAHA I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT!!!!!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! i got it from my dad!!!! lol!!!
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January 16th, 2006
7:23 am

Dear Diary,

Wow, I woke up really early for me on a Sunday. I usually sleep in until about 12 or so. I just can't fall back asleep either. I think I'll ask my mom if we can go to church today. I haven't been in so long. I think I'd like to. I don't know how Chris and Jasmin will feel about it but they can just suck it up. Oh that's my little brother and sister, by the way. Anyways, I think I'll go ask about that. Right after I shower. Service isn't until 9:30. I think I'll wear my nice light blue skirt with the pink roses. I really like that one. It's perfect length, around my knee. So it's long enough to be formal but not so long that I look retarded. It's also really flowy so it hides my huge thighs. And it's also got this really cool gauzy trim at the bottom. And for my top I'll go with my long-sleeved light pink T with my thin, brown, short sleeved button up on top. Okay, I'm gonna go do that. Bye bye now.

Colleen


January 16th, 2006
9:00 am

"Riley! Wake up right now! We've got to leave in fifteen minutes!" My mom shook me from my not-so-peaceful sleep.

I rolled over and groaned. What have I done? I'm so hungover I can barely think.

"I don't feel good. Can I skip today?"

"No. Being tired is no excuse for missing church. Besides, you have sign ups for working at the children's parties and I want you to get a good time slot that doesn't mess up your basketball schedule."

I groaned again.

"Fine, I'll go, I'll go." Even though I was hung over I still remembered what happened last year. My mom did sign ups for me because I was at Aidan's house and I missed two whole basketball practice and a game. I barely got to play for the rest of the season.

"Good, be upstairs in 15 minutes or less."

"Okay, I'll be there."

She turned and left me to my getting up and dressed.

God I am so stupid. I can't believe I drank that much and got that carried away. I haven't had a hangover in so long. I usually can drink about that much and be fine, but I guess someone added a little too much rum to the coke. Or maybe too much Smirnoff to the OJ. Either way, I'm slightly hungover and very tired. But I still have to go to church.

I got up, got dressed, and mentally smacked myself for taking things so far with Liz. Then again, she's the one who took off her top, and unbuttoned my pants. (I took them off, but she started it.) I can't believe it though. Well atleast she didn't give me head. That would have taken things way to far, instead of just too far. I mean, I've touched girls boobs before, but never with nothing on top of them. And I'd only done it three times. Once with Liz and twice in 7 Minutes in Heaven with some 10th graders. (It was at a party thrown by my friend Dave who has a 10th grade sister.) But there was no way I was ready for this. I don't even remember that much about it. But I don't think I was enjoying it. I was too busy trying to hurt Liz. I'm never going to talk to her again. I don't think I'll ever be able too. Then again, there is the chance that she was way more wasted then I was and that she doesn't remember anything. Which would be good in a way, but would also suck because then I wouldn't have hurt her at all...

More! but i think you should concentrate the story a little more, dont have TOO much dialogue. still intrigueing though!

thanks for the advice 'Rie. I'll try and make it better. But my original idea was to have Riley's be ALL dialog because Colleen's diary entries balance it. But yeah, I'll try and make it better because it needs more substanence.
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January 16th, 2006
2:37 pm

Dear Diary,

Church was really fun. I think I'll ask my mom if we can start going regularly again. Riley was there, apparently he goes on a regular basis. He seemed a little out of it. But also like he was glad to see me. At least he smiled at me a coupld times. I think he had a headache though. Maybe he was hungover. I don't know, it doesn't really seem like the kind of thing he would do. Then again, I don't really know him, like at all. I mean just a few 'hi's in the halls and such. Whatever. So church was fun. Riley and I were like the coolest people there. And I'm not concieted or anything, but all the middle schoolers were like either super religious or really nerdy. Or both... So yeah, Riley and I were the coolest. Well he's cooler than me. Because I'm like a not popular, not loser 7th grader and he's a popular 8th grader. He's like the most popular guy in school. Or at least in the top 5. Plus his eyes are absolutely gorgeous.
So anyway I was talking to Andrew on IM after church and I like him sooo much!! I think he might like me back!! I really hope so. And then maybe he'll ask me out and I'll be sooo happy!! All my friends say we'd be like a really cute couple. And I must say, I really agree. Oh my God, he's calling me right now!! I hear 'sexy love' (the ringtone I gave him on my phone)!!!

Colleen


January 16th, 2006
9:28 am

"Hey Riley!" Colleen walked over to me smiling, as usual. I must say, it was nice to see a genuine smile after last night.

"Hey." I smiled a little but my head hurt really bad. How could I have been so frickin' stupid?

"Is something wrong?" Her smile turned to a half frown of concern. It looked really cute.

"Nah, I'm okay." I smiled a little again. I didn't wanna make her sad. She was such a smiley person.

"Okay," She smiled with closed lips. "Well you can tell me if something's bugging you. I promise not to tell if it's important."

"Nah, I swear, I'm fine." I gave her a small smile again. It was really sweet of her.

"Okay." She smiled. "So are we the only middle schoolers?" Wow, she really has not been here in a long time. I mean, yeah there are other middle schoolers. Although, I can understand where she's coming from. All the other middle schoolers look like they're either 10 or 11, or high school dorks, and sometimes act like it too.

"No, all of them are too." I pointed to two groups of middle schoolers against a wall. "But we'll be the coolest."

"Whoa, they are?! Wow... Oh and, more like you're the coolest."

"Yeah, they are. And thanks, but you're pretty cool yourself."

"Not really.... Well, whatever. I better go help set up refreshments, I'll talk to you later." She smiled and stood up, smoothing her skirt.

"Bye." I smiled once more and watched her walk away, skirt swishing around her legs.

ah, that was a good chapter!

but you misspelled conceited and you shouldn't have used "skirt" twice so soon for the last couple of lines, i think Riley shouldve said "fabric swishing between her legs" or something like that.

January 17th, 2006
4:12 pm

Dear Diary,

I'm going out with Andrew!! I really and truely am!! AHHHHHH!!!! WEEEEE!!! YAY!!!!! I'm sooo excited!! I can't believe we're really going out now!! So, when I last left you we were talking on the phone, and that's not when he asked me, though. We talked on the phone and flirted a lot and I dropped a few hints that I liked him and then we both had to go. But on Monday before school Riley had stopped by my locker to ask me if I was gonna start going to church regularly (which I am), and we were sorta chatting and then Andrew, who's locker is next to mine tapped me on the shoulder and asked if he could talk to me for a minute. I said bye to Riley and then went over to the corner with Andrew and that's where he asked me. So of course I said yes and we hugged and went to class since we have first period together. It was fantastic. I'm sooo happy right now. He's so thoughtful to do it before school. It made my normally crappy Monday totally and completely wonderful. It really is a wonderful life. I'm gonna go see if he's on AIM.

OH! And I forgot to say that I think something's really wrong with Riley. I saw him outside my bus today, and he looked really depressed. I asked him what was wrong, but he said he didn't wanna talk about it then. He did say he might tell me tomorrow though. So I think I'll ask again. He's really nice, especially for an 8th grader. Most of the 8th graders this year are jerks. But he seems really nice.

Colleen


January 17th, 2006
3:36pm

"Riley!" Liz ran up to me in a bouncy way while I stood at my locker after school.

"What?" I sighed, looking directly at her face instead of at her puffed out chest. She looks so pathetic when she does that, it's like: yes, you have good boobs, but stuffing them infront of my face is not attractive, especially when your shirt goes as low as that.

"How come you've been ignoring me all day?" She pouted, drawing a little closer.


"I haven't been ignoring you." I replied pointedly "I've just not been talking to you."

"Same diff. Anyway, my point is why? I mean, we're all fixed now." She pressed her chest against mine and wispered in a really sexy voice, "I'm really excited for Friday at Alicia's. I think we should probably be able to get a little farther than at Carson's too." She wrapped her arms around me and tilted her head upward slightly, perfect positioning for me to kiss her. It's so frickin' tempting too. I mean, I must be crazy because the sex goddess of the 8th grade is here dangling herself infront of me and pretty much guarenteing me head on Friday night, and I'm throwing her off me in disgust.

"No! I should have never done what I did on Saturday! I was drunk and I wasn't thinking. I don't like you like that, Liz! Relationships are based on more than sex and that's pretty much the only reason I ever wanted you. Because I heard you were a good kisser. I mean, I like you as a friend most of the time. But I don't want you shoving your boobs in my face just so we can give each other head at parties once a week when we're drunk! We're 13 for Christ's sake! We're not ready for sex! We're over Liz, really and truely OVER this time! I never should have gotten back together with you after you dumped me the first time! I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to end this badly, but I'm through with going out with girls who are self-centered! No offence, Liz, but you are. You never ever asked me my opinion on something unless it had to do with what you were wearing, or wanted to buy, or something else like that. Seriously, I need someone who actually cares about more than just the physical stuff!" I shoved all my stuff into my backpack and slamed my locker, seething. Liz stood there shocked.

Then her lower lip began trembling and her eyes filled with tears.

"If that's how you really felt about me this whole time, I'm sorry I ever wasted my time on you!" She shouted at me and ran off down the hall, openly crying.

Shit.

"Liz, wait!" I yelled after her. I wanted her to get the point, but I didn't want her to cry about it! Sure I had said I wanted to hurt her, but I never wanted her to cry.

I sighed as I put my backpack on my back.

"Riley! What's wrong with Liz?" Julia rushed up to me just as I was about to walk around the corner to the door.

"She finally got the point that I didn't want to date her anymore. I think I really hurt her. Can you go check on her for me? I don't want her to miss her bus."

"Yeah, of course I'll go."

"Thanks, Jules, you're great."

"Thanks." She smiled and ran off after Liz.

Thankfully, she didn't remember our kiss at the party.

I walked back around the corner and ran out the door and began to look for my bus in the row. I walked along the line looking for #22 and paused as I saw Colleen with some boy that came up to talk to her when I was talking to her this morning at her locker. They were standing outside her bus and she had a piece of hair in her finger that she was twirling. They were smiling at each other and they hugged for a really long time. Then they began to break apart and smiled at each other again for what seemed like a year then they broke apart and said good-bye. She stood there looking really happy, twirling her hair some more, while he got onto the next bus behind her's.
She noticed me walking past and smiled a big beam right at me.

"Hey Riley!"

"Hey Colleen, you seem happy for it being a Monday."

"I am! This guy I really like asked me out this morning. Actually I was talking to you right before he did it."

"Oh that guy. Well congradulations." I couldn't be less happy for her, I didn't have a good feeling about the guy.

"Thanks!" her smile faded. "You seem sad, is everything okay?" She looked at me with deep concern etched in her face.

See that's what I was talking about with Liz, I need someone who actually cares about me. I mean, Liz never asked me if everything was okay and she was my frickin' girlfriend. Colleen's already asked me twice and I only met her like a week ago!

"Not exactly. But I don't wanna talk about it right now. Ask me again tomorrow and maybe I'll tell you."

"Okay. Well I'm here for you whenever!" She smiled lightly.

"Thanks. That really does mean a lot to me." I smiled at her. "Well, I better go. I'll see you later."

"Okay! See you later!" She smiled at me and got on her bus. I walked onto mine, which happened to be right after her's. It was the same bus her new boyfriend had walked onto...

JUIIICCCYYY HAHA

my bad for not seeing this update.. musta forgot.

anyway

truely is spelled truly,

and congradulations is congratulations.

MOOOORE

January 22nd, 2006
2:21 pm

Dear Diary,

Andrew and I kissed last night after the movie!!! YES YES YES YES!!! We kissed, we kissed, we kissed!! For more than like two seconds! For like a minute!! AHHH!!! I think there were even flashing lights!! Not quite fireworks, but like more than like nothing. He's like a really good kisser too. It was after the movie and we got up with him holding my hand and sorta held back for a minute. Then when it was pretty cleared out he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me!!! It was amazing.... My life is so good right now...

Oh, I keep forgetting to ask Riley what's bugging him, I'm like always with Andrew and I never have the chance to get him on his own. Well I'm sure I'll get around too it soon... Oh! Andrew's calling, I'll write tomorrow about Andrew's party tonight.

Colleen


January 22nd, 2006
3:37 pm

So I haven't talked to Colleen all week. I really do wanna tell her what's bugging me though. It's like, I can't really tell any of the 8th graders because they'll think I'm weird or whatever. But with her it's different. I can totally tell her everything that's going on. But now everytime I see her she's with her boyfriend.

Oh and last night I did end up going to Alicia's party...not that I really wanted too. Aidan and Carson forced me too. I had a bad time. I got tipsy right away and made out with some girl from a different school for a while after talking to a group of them for like ten minutes. Then I got full-blown drunk and I don't remember anything that happened after that, except for at like three in the morning I finally came around enough to realize I was at Carson's before falling asleep. Now I have a massive hangover and a huge headache. Sometimes I just hate myself.



January 23rd, 2006
4:07pm

Dear Diary,

We made out...a lot...it was sorta fun, but at the same time it wasn't really, because I was sorta tipsy and he was drunk. And then he started going to 2nd base over the shirt, which is fine because you know, there's really nothing wrong with that. But I'm sorta glad we got interupted by the party coming to an end. I mean, I didn't want him to try anything else, I'm not really ready for anything else. He's still like 94% perfect.

He's not coming to school on Monday, though. He has an Ortho appointment at like 11 and he convinced his mom to let him skip the whole day if he went to optional play practice. So I'm going tomorrow too, that way we'll be able to see each other.

Colleen


January 23rd, 2006
3:28pm

Colleen wasn't at church today, I was hoping she would be. I was thinking maybe we could have some time alone to talk. Oh well, I guess maybe I'll be able to talk to her on Monday. Assuming that Andrew kid isn't around. I heard he had a party on Saturday night, I wonder if they did anything together. I wonder if they went to 2nd.....


January 24th, 2006
6:57pm

Dear Diary,

I've totally and completely screwed everything up....in the worst possible way. I could barely stop myself from crying durning rehersal. Life is so not fabulous right now.

Colleen


January 24th, 2006
3:37pm

I'm walking down the hallway to meet up with Colleen at her locker and talk. I saw her briefly this morning and she has play rehersal today and I have basketball so we actually have a chance to talk.

"Hey Riley." She smiled when I walked up. "Just wait one minute and I'll be ready." She zipped her bag closed, put it on her back and shut her locker door then she looked at me again, "Okay, let's go."

"Great." I smiled at her. "I know just where." I led her to a side hallway, we both dropped our backpacks and sat with our backs up against some lockers.

"So what's up?" She asked me, concerned, after a few moments of silence.

"I don't even know. My girlfriend Liz broke up with me for like the 10th time, so I decided I didn't want to date her anymore. Then she got all mad because she wanted us to be back together, apparently she just liked to test me or something. So I got all pissed and at this party...well, I, we,..."

She looked at me and nodded slightly, letting me know it was okay to continue.

"We were both drunk, and I was pissed off at her. So we sorta went way farther than we should have. We were getting close to passing 2nd...but we ran out of time, thank God. Then she tried to seduce me in the hallway and thought everything was fine. But I hurt her feelings by telling her the truth about our whole relationship, 'I only ever dated her because I heard she was a good kisser'. She ran off crying after I told her that. I never ment to really hurt her...I just wanted to get the point accross. I'm also now behind on my Science Fair project, and I have a huge report about the Constitution due next week. Plus on top of all that I made out with some random girl at a party on Saturday night because I was so pissed off about life. Oh! And I can't tell anyone but you this because they'll think I'm weird!"

I put my head in my hands in frustration. Then I felt her hand on my shoulder.

"Riley...it's okay. You'll get through this." I looked up to see her looking at me in the sweetest way and I felt like I was on a natural high.

I half-smiled, "You think so?"

"I know so. You can do anything if you have friends to back you up. Or in this case a friend."

She smiled at me without showing her teeth, but in a good way.

"You don't know how much that means to me."

"Yeah, I do." She gave me a soft sort of grimace. Then she kissed me on the cheek and gave me a hug, placing her chin on my shoulder.

I hugged her back tightly. She was so...fantastic....

"What the fuck is this?" Colleen and I broke apart quickly and looked around to see her boyfriend, Andrew walking down the hall looking hella pissed. "I was gone for one frickin' day, one day! and you go off and cheat on me with some 8th grader?!"

"Andrew that's not it! I was just, we were just,-" Colleen's eyes filled with tears.

"Save it! We're through. I never even liked you that much anyway. It was all about the physical stuff for me, that's why we were taking stuff so fast. If I actually liked you, we wouldn't have even kissed on the cheek yet!" He turned quickly and stalked off.

Colleen blinked a few times and a couple tears fell down her face. She wiped them away with the back of her hand and closed her eyes to clear the rest of them.

"Colleen, I..."

"It's okay...he, he wasn't that important anyway." She looked down to the side as if she were stoping more tears from coming.

I took a deep breath.

"Yeah he was...you know you liked him a ton." I pulled her close to me for another hug. I wrapped my arms around her tightly like I was never gonna let go.

She started fully crying then, her arms wrapped around my neck, her head in my shoulder. I stroked her hair softly.

"It's okay. You're better off without him anyway if that's all he cared about." I told her. She wiped her face gently on her arm, leaving no trace of eye makeup, like what happened to Liz after she cried. That's when I realized she wasn't wearing any, well maybe like a tiny bit of sparkles on her eyelids, but that was it.

"Thanks Riley, you're a great friend." She smiled at me and gave me another kiss on the cheek.

"I'd better go. I'll talk to you later." She picked up her bag and ran off down the hallway to her rehersal. I stood staring after her as she turned the corner. Then I shook my head, grabbed my bag, and went off too the gym. I couldn't like her as more than a friend,...could I?

MOOORENESS

January 25th, 2006
12:38 pm

Dear Diary,

Okay, so I didn't really give many details before, did I? Well, you know that I mentioned that I thought something was wrong with Riley. Well we were talking after school and he was telling me about his ex-girlfriend, and how they went really far sexually after they broke up for the 10th time and how he was pissed at her. Then he was all upset because he hurt her really badly and didn't mean to so I gave him a kiss on the cheek and a hug and told him it would be fine and then Andrew saw us and he was really pissed off and swearing and he broke up with me and wouldn't listen when I tried to explain. Then he told me that he never really liked me in the first place and that he just wanted the physical stuff to him. I'm so glad Riley was the person there when I found this out. He's such a good friend, he knew that Andrew was really important to me, and he hugged me tight in that way that only boys can. He let me just cry onto his shoulder and when I was done he didn't tell me I was too good for him, he just said I was better off without him. Which is soo much better. It means that he knows that you can't be 'too good' for someone, you can only be not right for them.

Oh, I have a chance to write because I convinced my mom that I wasn't feeling well so I could get out of school today. I'll be back for mandatory play rehersal later, though, which means I'll still have to face Andrew, but then I'll have other people to talk to, so it'll be okay.

~Colleen~

January 25th, 2006
3:36 pm

I didn't see Colleen at all today, I don't think she was at school. I hope she isn't too upset about what happend yesterday. If she had been here I bet she wouldn've gotten some really crappy treatment. Now I'm walking past her locker, but she's not there. I guess she really didn't come today.

I think I really like her...I was thinking about it last night, and I realized that her whole package is perfect. She's pretty, fun to be around, easy to talk to, she doesn't cake on make up, etc. What more can you ask for? I just wish there were a chance of us being together. I mean, seriously, I can't ask her out, that'd just suck if she said no. I think I will tell Aidan though. He's my best friend, and I can trust him as long as I totally specify that it's a secret.

"Hey Riley." I looked up from my thoughts to see Colleen standing in front of me giving me a weak smile.

"Hey," I smiled at her happily. "I didn't see you today, were you here?" She gave me a big hug then stepped back so she was still pretty close to me.

"Nope, I convinced my mom to keep me home, I said I had 'feminine issues'." She giggled.
"I didn't want to face a shit load of, well, shit, from Andrew, his friends, and anyone else he convinced into believing I'm a slut. He's the kind of guy who has a group, but everyone likes him anyway. I bet he's got at least half the grade convinced I cheated on him."

"Well then, if he's done that he's an ass hole. Actually, I'm already pretty sure he is an ass hole because of how he treated you yesterday. Any guy with balls would have at least listened to an explanation."

She laughed.

"Then I guess he's ball-less. I used to think he was really sweet. But now I can see that you I know he's not." She smiled at me.

"Well I guess I'm just that cool, then." I smiled to let her know I was joking.

"I guess you are." She kissed me on the cheek.

"Well, I've gotta go to rehersal." She said "I'm guessing you have a bus to catch too."

"Oh yeah, thanks for reminding me!" I smiled and felt my cheek tingling from her kiss. I gave her another hug as I headed out the door and when I reached the door I looked back over my shoulder and said,

"See ya later!" Then I ran onto my bus and took my normal seat next to Aidan, only about 10 seconds before the busses got rolling.

"Cutting it close, now, aren't we?" He mocked as I sat down. "Who's the lucky girl?" He teased. He knew that I wouldn't risk missing my bus for anything small. The last time I came close to missing my bus I was off by about 40 seconds, and that was because I was kissing Liz.

"I'll tell you why later." I replied. I didn't want anyone to know except Aidan. Luckily we both got off at the last stop with like two other kids who usually sat in the middle or the front instead of the back like us.

As soon as the doors closed after the second to last stop he turned to me but before he could speak I started in.

"I like someone younger than me."

"What?" Aidan replied, a little confused.

"I like a 7th grader."

"Oh...seriously? Who?"

"Yeah...well, she's so...great. She's pretty and funny and easy to talk to, you know, a perfect package."

"Yeah, but who is it??"

"Her name is Colleen."

"Wait...you're not talking about Chip's cousin are you?"

"Uhh...yeah, I am, actually." I didn't look at him mwhile I said this, slightly embarrased.

"Woah...I've seen her at Chip's house before. She is on the good-looking side. And she's totally nice...but wait, how can you know her well enough to like her?" He was looking confused again.

"Well, we met on the bus to Chip's house, I guess they live near each other, and then I saw her at Church and we kept running into each other in the hallways, then I was telling her about how I made Liz cry and she was comforting me and then her boyfriend saw us and dumped her and I was comforting her and it just sorta happened after she kissed me." I said this all fairly fast and I could see Aidan processing it all when I finished talking.

About ten seconds later Aidan finally caught up to what I had said.

"She kissed you???? She totally doesn't seem like that kind of girl..."

"It was only on the cheek and it was more of a friendly, thank you thing."

"Oh...so do you think she likes you?"

"I doubt it. I mean, she just got dumped by her boyfriend who she really liked. Plus she keeps saying I'm like a great friend and stuff."

"Oh...yeah, that does usually mean you're just a friend..."

I gave him a 'not helping' look.

"Well, I think that maybe if we went on a date then she'd see me as more than a friend, but I can't ask her because I don't think she'd say yes if she didn't like me. Like you said, she's not really that type of girl."

"Yeah...true...hmm...wait a minute! Does she have a friend named Grace?" I saw Aidan get an idea.

"I don't know...maybe, why?"

"Find out for me, then I'll tell you." He said with an evil grin.

"Oooookay..." I replied, really confused.


January 25, 2006
6:21 pm

Dear Diary,

Andrew wasn't at rehersal, thank God. I'm so glad he wasn't there. It was hard enough with everyone knowing that we broke up, it would have been so much worse with him there. I do wonder where he was though. It was supposed to be a mandatory rehersal. Grace said that he was at school, though. She also said that he had told some people that you were a whore, but that he hadn't told anyone what happened. I of course told her what happened during break.
I have a lot of catch up work to do right now, so I'll write again tomorrow once I've actually gone to school.

~Colleen~


January 26th, 2006
8:47 am

I'm walking to Colleen's locker right now to ask if she's friends with Grace. I won't ask her straight out, but I'll bring it up somehow. Okay, I've just turned the corner.

"Colleen, I'm so sorry. I should've listened to you. What I said wasn't even true. I really do like you, a lot. I was just mad and I thought that you didn't like me. But then Riley talked to me and told me that you really liked me and that I had made a mistake. Will you take me back, please?"

What?!?! That little fucker...he was listening in on my convorsation with Aidan! But maybe Colleen would say no...

"Ummm..." Colleen began to think. "Yes, I'll agree to take you back." She smiled at him.

"Awesome." He smiled at her all sweetly. "And don't worry, I'll tell everyone that you aren't really a whore. Like I said, I was scared I'd lost you."

"Okay. Thanks." She gave him another smile and they hugged and then kissed, letting the public know they were back together. She got her stuff, closed her locker and they walked away holding hands. I felt my heart drop...a lot. I thought she was smarter than that. I turned and walked back to my own locker, feeling very dejected.

OOH THE PLOT THICKENSSS

January 26th, 2006
6:03 pm

Dear Diary,

AHHH!! We're back together!! Really and truely back together!! I knew Andrew couldn't be that mean! He IS really sweet!! He IS, he is, he is!!! I'm so happy. He explained that he was just scared of losing me and that Riley talked to him about how I felt and he felt like an idiot and apologized! Riley is the greatest friend ever! I can't wait to thank him at church on Sunday. I don't wanna risk talking to him privately at school this close to...the incident.

~Colleen~


January 26th, 2006
4:28 pm

Aidan and I became the last people in the back again. I even checked the surrounding seats to make sure that little mother fucking weasel was at play practice.

"So does she have a friend named Grace?" Aidan asked anxiously.

"I haven't had a chance to talk to her." I replied grimly.

"Why the fuck not?"

"Because her ex-boyfriend got her back. He rides this bus and was listening to our convorsation yesterday. Then he used the information to win her back in a charming way. He's such a little mother fucker. I'd be willing to bet he's cheating on her too."

"Dude, that sucks! Sorry, man."

I sat for a few moments in frustration.

"So who's Grace?" I asked after a while.

"She's this sevy who's parents are really good friends with mine. We've known each other pretty much since birth and we get along really well. We say hi in the hallways but usually we leave our hanging out to parental get togethers, sometimes the occasional bored Friday game night or movie."

"Oh...so like a just friends kinda thing?"

"Yeah, I mean I've thought about what it would be like if we got together, and I bet she has too, but I think it would be too hard, especially after the break up. But I don't really think of her in that way."

"Oh, I get it. So why would it matter if Colleen were friends with Grace?"

"I'm not gonna tell you, because then it'll spoil everything. Just find out for me, 'kay?"

"Ooookay..." I replied, a bit confused. Then the bus lurched to a stop and we both got off and headed home.


January 27, 2006
6:47 pm

Dear Diary,

I don't know that Grace really approves much of my relationship with Andrew. It's not that she says anything, she's much to good a friend to do that. She's too sweet sometimes...hehe. But really I think she's afraid I'll get hurt again. I think I'll be okay though. I mean, as the saying goes: "Single, sweet, free to flirt, wanna fall in love, who cares about hurt?" The thing is, a hurt heart can always be healed. You never know until you try it.

Anyway, nothing is gonna go wrong this time, I'll have deep convos with Riley at Church and places where Andrew can't see and I'll just say hi to him in the halls and maybe have a 'how are you' type convorsation. Andrew will know that I'm loyal only to him and nothing at all will go wrong.

~Colleen~


January 28th, 2006
7:23 pm
Aidan's point of view

I'm soo bored. My parents just had to pick the worst night to go to a cocktail party. I think I'll call Grace and see if she wants to come hang out for the night. I'll be home alone until at least 11.

"Hey Aidan, what's up?" She answered after ring one.

"Hey Grace, uh, not much. My parents are at a cocktail party, you wanna come hang out?"

"Yeah, sure, my parents are out tonight too. I'll be over in like 10 minutes, maybe 5 if I can convince my brother to drive me."

"Hah, yeah, good luck with that, Mitchell wouldn't drive you anywhere for less than $50."

"True, 10 minutes it is."

"See you then."

We both hung up and I went over to 'the fun closet' and got out Risk, Monopoly, Yahtzee, the movie Billy Madison, and the movie Zoolander.

I popped popcorn and got out sodas. Just as I finshed pouring the popcorn into a bowl the door opened and I heard Grace's voice yelling to me.

"Hola, donde estas?" Spanish for 'Hello, where are you?'.

"Kitchen." I shouted back and heard her close the door and come join me.

"I'll grab the sodas, you take the popcorn." She said, grabbing the cans of Dr. Pepper and heading off to the family room. I followed her with the big bowl of pop corn.

We set our stuff down and hugged, then sat down on the couch. She opened her soda and took a sip.

"What's been going on?" I ask her, genuinely interested. We hadn't talked for about two weeks.

"Well, I still have, 1. straight As, 2. No major friend issues, and 3. no love life." She puts it straightforward and tells it like it is. At least with me she does.

"Oh come now. I'm all the lovin' you need." We love play flirting together.

"Are you now?" She questioned, eyelashes fluttering.

"Oh baby you know I am." I scooted closer to her and placed my arm on the back of the couch lazily.

"Prove it." She replied.

"Sure thang." I lowered my arm slowly and leaned in for a huge makeout session and we both cracked up laughing.
When we had both settled down. I opened my soda casually.

"So anything else?"

"Well I have this friend who's head over heels for this one guy. They got together right after she broke up with her other boyfriend and then he dumped her and said he never really liked her. She was totally upset and couldn't even come to school the next day, but then they got back together and he said he was lying and scared of losing her and stuff. I'm pretty sure a lot of it is bull shit though. I mean, a guy sweet enough to do that surely would have listened to the explanation in the beginning, right?"

"Yeah...that's probably right. What's this friend's name?"

"Colleen."

Score!

"By chance, does she happen to be friends with an 8th grader named Riley?"

"Uhh, yeah...she talks about him a lot. He seems like a genuinely good guy, and so perfect for her. I mean, seriously, he's funny and flirty and really sweet. At least that's how she makes him seem. Then again, she thinks Andrew is all those things. But he likes to jump to conclusions. Riley seems I don't know, smarter, or something."

"He is a genuinely good guy. I would know, he's my best friend."

"Oh! I thought I recognized that name when she brought him up!"

"Yeah, well, he like really likes her...but don't tell anyone I told you that, he'd murder me!"

"Don't worry, I won't! But seriously, he likes her? 'Cause I think she likes him too, she just has this habit of liking Andrew that won't seem to go away."

"That's great. Then I think you'll be able to help me! See, I was thinking that maybe if Colleen and you were good friends then as soon as we find someway for her to see that Andrew isn't right for her, and while she's all upset, set her up on a 'blind date' with Riley."

I had finally said my plan.

"Yeah! That's a great plan! This takes so much off my mind! Thank you Aidan!!!!" She kissed me on the cheek. Then began to talk again.

"Now, to find a way for her to find out what a piece of shit Andrew really is. I'm pretty sure he's cheating on her with this girl that goes to Adams. If we could find a way to make some other girl seduce him some place where Colleen will catch them, then she'd dump him. Then she'd be all upset, and after like a week, I'll convince her to go out with a friend of a friend's. You can say the same to Riley."

"Yeah, sounds good to me!" I replied enthusiastically.

We put in Zoolander and started playing Risk.

moore

January 29th, 2006
4:23pm

Dear Diary,

Grace is coming over soon. Then tonight we're going to see a movie. Andrew couldn't do anything tonight, so we're seeing Pride and Prejudice. As in the new version with Keira Knightly. She's like one of my favorite actresses. She's really good and she's totally gorgeous.
I'm so glad Andrew and I are back together!
I just heard Grace come in, I'll write later!

~Colleen~


January 29th, 2006
7:29pm

Aidan's dragged me to the movies tonight. We don't even know what we're seeing. He just said I needed to come because he felt like seeing a movie. I'm really not in the mood though, because of Colleen and all. I mean look at what happened last time I went out after a girl hurt me... Well I guess this situation is really nothing like that. Aidan's getting us tickets for something right now. This is our deal, he buys tickets, I get snacks. Hmm, we're seeing some movie I've never heard of...

As we walk through the doors, I head for the snack counter, and then I see it. It's him, Andrew. He's in line to get snacks. And his arm is around some girl's shoulders. A blonde girl...meaning it's not Colleen...who is his girlfriend... Where'd Aidan go? I look behind me and see him shut his phone and stuff it in his pocket.

"Dude, look!" I wisper to him as he walks over.

"Yeah, I saw." He replied. "Take pics with your phone! Then let's get to our movie before he sees us!"

"Good idea." I pulled out my phone and took a couple quick shots of Andrew with his arm around the blonde chick then Aidan and I went quickly towards our theatre. Aidan seemed to see someone at the other end of the hall heading towards the snack counter area and stopped to turn me around. I looked that direction just in time to see Colleen and another girl walk over to the snack counter and see Andrew with the girl.

Colleen walked up to him and tapped him on the shoulder, then with a polite look at the girl next to him, dragged him off to a corner, pretty close to where I was standing.

"What the fuck is going on, Andrew?" She sounded seriously pissed off.

"I-I-" he stammered, clearly upset that he'd been caught.

"You-you-you're cheating on me. Obviously. Have you lost your ability to speak?" Showing no mercy as she taunted him.

"I'm sorry!" He paused "It's just that a friend of mine needed me to do-"

"Just save it Andrew. I know that's a lie. Just answer me this, who have you been going out with longer, pretending we never broke up?"

"Uhh...well, this is my f-first date with Brittany."

"Oh, well then why don't you get back to it?" She added, in a voice that sounded kinda sweet. "Oh but, keep in mind, I'm not accepting any appologies this time. And you can deffinitely expect that I WON'T take you back." Now she sounded kinda angry again.
I saw him walk off back to his date pretending to be cool. Then I heard her sniff a little bit. Aidan gave me a little push and mouthed, 'go'. So I walked around the wall I was behind, pretending like I hadn't just heard the convorsation.

"Colleen? What's wrong?" I asked, walking toward her. I looked at her face, Her cheeks were streaked with tears. That little bastard had hurt her so badly, if I ever got the chance I would make sure to hurt him so bad that he could never have kids.

"R-Riley?" She sniffed, then saw me. She fell against my chest, still crying. I heard muffled things sounding like, "Thank God you're here." and "I'm so glad you found me!" I patted her back, stroked her hair, and held her tight. Then I wispered into her ear, "Let's go for a walk." I felt her nod into my chest and I used my shirt to wipe her eyes. Then she turned so my arm was still around her shoulder, but she could now walk forward and not hit my chest. We headed out into the mall, and I brought her to the camping store. We ran inside and I found a tent, put some of the sample sleeping bags, pillows, and a lantern inside. Then we went inside and I zipped up the door

"So what's wrong?" I lay down on my side, motioning for her to do the same next to me. She lay down facing me.

"A-A-Andrew ch-ch-cheated on me!" She sobbed, putting her head in her pillow

"That little mother fucking bastard!" I said, actually furious. "Oops, sorry 'bout the language."

"It's 'kay." She giggled. "But I can't believe him! And he started dating me first, which means that I wasn't good enough for him!" She began crying again and I sat up. Then I pulled her up and hugged her.

"Colleen, please. You are so much better than him, and you should know it. Anyone that would cheat on you has got to be out of their minds."

She pulled her face away from my chest and looked up at me.

"Do you really mean that, or are you just trying to make me feel better?"

"I really mean it." I tilted her head toward me. "You are the greatest girl I've ever known." 'Bit corny, but I don't know what else to say. I leaned down and kissed her. I kissed her long and good. And I loved it. There were fireworks going off in my mind as I felt her warm inviting lips against mine. This was better than any kiss I ever had with Liz or anyone else I've ever kissed in my entire life.


January 30th, 2006
1:24am

Dear diary,

I know realize how stupid I've been this whole time. All this time I've been in love with Riley, and I was just thinking that I was in love with Andrew. I mean, yeah, I liked him, a lot. But thta's an insignifigant amount compared to with Riley. I mean, I can talk to him, about anything. And we just sorta fit together, you know? Like the pieces of a puzzle.

So, I'll update on what went down later. But for now, you just needed to know that I'm in love with Riley and I want everyone to know it!!!

~Colleen~


January 30th, 2006
1:24am

Colleen is the most amazingly wonderful person I've ever met. If we were both 18 I'd ask her to marry me. I feel like we really connect. I'm so happy she's finally mine after all this time! And Aidan is the best best friend ever!! He and his friend Grace were the one's that set this all up. Grace found out that Andrew was cheating on Colleen and told Aidan so that Colleen would see them and I'd be the one there to comfort her. And it worked. Those two are geniouses, pure geniouses. Maybe even romantic geniouses...as in they might have a little chemistry together themselves. But I'm not doing anything about it. At leat, not till I know all the details!



~THE END~

Sequel to follow sometime...soon-ish...I hope.

OOH I WANT A GRACE AND AIDAN SEQUEL *dies* LOL

twas great, cept check spelling and tenses

tee-hee, that's twhat the sequel will be about. But I have another story idea first. ;) I'm really excited about this new one, I think I'll start it right now.

i figured it would be.

Marie=psychic

LMAO.

mehehehee.

lol. Actually, I don't think I'm gonna have a Grace-Aidan sequel. I dont' think there will be one actually. I tink I'll just take my new romance and use some of my ideas for the sequel in that. It'll prolly be really similar to what the sequel would've been like, except with different names and the same age and stuff.

sigh. awwwlll right.