A little meddle in a thing i have been trying to pat down for ever. There just to much damn story to expalin it the way it needs. Also, i dont have my journal and i need to write this down before i forget, its more towards the end of it all...
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And so Amy walked.

With all that had happend there really wasnt much else to do at this point. Everything just felt heavy. The wind kissed her cheeks and tossled her hair but it just didnt matter anymore. How could such a stupid thing make her happy anyway? The wind was worried by this reaction and blew her skirt out wide in front of her knees. Amy pretended she didnt notice.

"Why so sad padawan?"

"Shut up thats not even funny!!! You dont even exsist!! Leave me alone!!" Mondr smiled.

"Still mad at me then?" Amy trugged on through the tall grass ignoring him. "Moon...."

"YOUR NOT REAL!!!" She held her eyes tight and yelled it to the air around her, as if addressing it she could feel less insane. "...your not real," she whispered again more despritly to herself. Mondr moved up close and put his arm around her waste.

"Am I not real? Can you not hear my voice? Can you not see me?...... Can you not feel my touch?" She felt his warm breath on her ear compliment the tears rolling down her cheeks. "Still human after all you've done arnt you?" She pulled away voillently, thoughts reeling.

"But your not!!" pain exploding forth more powerful by the recent loss emptyness she suffered. "Your one of them!!!Your one of them!!You lied to me!!"

"Moon.... Moon I am no more part of them than you are."

"So I'm--"

"No. they have no controle over us. Nothing does, its part of the understanding. Its because you know how it all works. It changes you from everything... no such thing as reality or limits once you truely know... Your not like your freinds, that doesnt mean your one of them." Mondr stared into the sky a for a few moments, his voice lowered to a whisper. "Your just different."

"It doesnt matter now anyway," she said horsely,"theyre all gone now."

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Eh, ill finish that off later.. dinner now brains later.. (translation=im lazy)

GOGO grammer police!!! Have at 'er!

but what if they aint gone? huh? i wanna hear the rest... waaaaaaaa!!! lol just bugging ya.

>>;

we shall seee... i always got lost places in my head, but im glad you liked it. was it to wordy? i find it diffucult to word feelings and where ppl are and stuff in conversation. i want to get it all across like the video in my head.

well makes sense to me... other people will probably be confused... but i have some insight into your head, yes?

*rubs chin*

That you do that you do... i love how you picked up on the name thing, hehehe. That was really just for you.

hehe amy... being short for amethyst